&HEREiamstandingSTRONG

(:

2007-11-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

Artist: Avril Lavigne
Album: The Best Damn Thing
Title: Innocence

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliance
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cus I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

[Chorus]

2007-11-04T21:21:00.000+08:00

heh. okie. this post is to reply the tagsssss. hee(:
here goes(:

TO:

jenmey: jen ah jen. heh. it's okie la... YAY. 8th! ^^ ahahhas.. i've got nothing much to update lei. but i'll try yeaaa.:D

ANGEL: AHAHHAS. thanks yo for always been there for me!hee!

OdjN: hello there! heh. :D

ryunosue: YEAAAA. school is very boring. but not when my friends are all around. heh. MEET UP SOON FOR LUNCH DUDE(:

ruicheng: aiyoooo. ruicheng ahhh. hahahas. im not obsessed norhhhh. xP

karyin: oie. ahahahas!!! where got. >< aiyo. EHHHH 8TH IS COMING! :D

xinhui: XINHUI! OH MAN, LONG LONG TIME NO SEE LER): aiyo. when you free my dearrr!

isabella: YO ISABELLA. LOL. erm.. not too sure yet though. hee. but if i'm free, i'll drop by and visit you all for sure^^

renaPNG: rena ah renaaaa. ahahas. yea, i want more shape. LOL. :D

AHAHHAS. and yup. erm...
let me see. what to update.
it's been one month plus((:
heh.. erm.. have been rushing work nowadays norh. ahahhas. baaah.
now i'm having FUNDAMENTALS OF MANAGEMENT[business]and 2D ART FUNDAMENTALS.
2DartFUND = hand-work. sian diao.
so nowadays, i've always been touching my 2B pencil and other-B pencils. =.-
draw draw and draw. blah. tired la. i wanna rest. =/
alright man. after tues, it will be painting liao. heh.
i'll be brushing here and there. =.-
okie. i'm talking nonsense over here.
ahahhas. ermmmmm.
okie. really nothing much to update about lei,
though quite alot of things happening here and there. LOL.
erm. yup. i think that's all lei. ahhahahs.
I MISS YOU, IDIOT(:

2007-10-27T16:38:00.001+08:00

omg. i want to be thin thin thin.

amazing yo.
(:

2007-10-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

hee.
and yes, i'm alot better now.
hahahas.(:

sorry to those people around me these past few days yea.
i'm feeling down and my mood had swung till nowhere in sight.
so.. was rather bad-tempered):
sorry, i didnt mean to.
esp angel.
sorry yea?
ahahhas. i even told her to remind me whenever she thinks i'm going to throw my temper at her again.
i told her to say, "peixin, ni pi qi you bu hao ler!"
ahahahhas.
she really said that quite a few number of times.
sorry yea angel.
but now i'm alright ler.
after some time, some tears, some company, some console, some consult,
i'm alright now. really fine(:

hee.
and thanks for all the concern.
really appreciate them yea!
sorry to make some of you worried too.
take care all(:

something

2007-10-20T16:02:00.000+08:00

something is juggling inside me.
why.

=/

2007-10-13T21:36:00.001+08:00

to be honest,
i'm really not feeling that good right now.
some should know why.

mood starting to swing higher and higher till it's nowhere in sight soon.
i hate it.

my feelings are all mixed up now.
MIXED SO THOROUGHLY.
SO THOROUGHLY that i'm all confused right now.
this isnt good.
i dont know what i'm supposed to do.
i'm afraid.
paranoid.
worried.
angry.
frustrated.
sad.
annoyed.

all negative.
and please.
dont try to come and disturb me when i'm not feeling right.
cause, i really dont know what i'll do to you.
really.

marketing & pcomd.
marketing.. i'm worried.
i dont even know what i'm supposed to do.
asked, but still. i dont know what's going on and all.
[okie, NOW, at least after asking christine, i'm feeling more alright now]

pcomd.
sketches and research.
photos needed from angel. by tmr.
so yea.. shall work on it tmr then.
maybe i shall do the research soon.

at first i wanna get it all done by tonight.
i want to relax on sunday. but, i guess not now.
it's okie. i just wanna get out and relax abit.
have someone to talk to, and i'll be alright.

okie.
yea. and it's not all only bout projects.
and i shall admit. i'm very sensitive.

NO MATTER WHAT AND HOW BUSY I AM,
HOW MANY STUFFS I NEED TO DO,
I WILL GET IT ALL DONE BY SUNDAY NIGHT.
I WANT TO KEEP MONDAY FREE, PLEASE.
shall end here. bye.

(:

2007-10-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

it's hard to believe
that i couldnt see
you were always there beside me

thought i was alone
with no one to hold
you were always right beside me

this feeling's like no other
i want you to know
that i've never had someone
who knows me like you do
the way you do

and i've never had someone
as good for me as you
no one like you

so lonely before
i've finally found
what i've been looking for....

hee.
quite an old song though.
but it's nice, from high school musical.(:

and i've got an idiot(:

lol.
take care everyone.

2007-10-02T12:25:00.000+08:00

LIKE A STAR
-by Corinne Bailey Rae

Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same

Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hands
Oh.. I do love you

Still i wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

You've got this look i can't describe
You make me feel like I'm alive
When everything else is a fade
Without a doubt you're on my side

Heaven has been away too long
Can't find the words to write this song
Oh, your love...

Still i wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

I have come to understand
The way it is
It's not a secret anymore
'cause we've been through that before
From tonight I know that you're the only one
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand

I wonder why it is
I don't argue like this
With anyone but you
I wonder why it is
I won't let my guard down
For anyone but you
We do it all the time
Blowing out my mind

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same
Just like a song in my heart
Just like oil on my hands

a nice and sweet song uh. (:
take care everyone.
peixin!cut fat.

to add on.

2007-09-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

and yeaaa..
sch will start soon.
SOON.
sian.
AND THE THING IS,
i'm so heavy now!
argh. ):
all thanks to this stupid holiday.
havent enjoyed enough though.
i mean, how to enjoy at home?!
but i guess, i've enjoyed myself today,
THOUGH i'm stuck at home again. LOL.
i've been occupying myself with something today.
ahahahs. ^^

alright.
LOSE WEIGHT PEIXIN.
YOU HAVE TO!!! ):

baaaaah.
take care everyone.
hey, to someone/somethingGREAT/SUPERMAN/SUPERWOMAN/ANYBODY,
if i cant be thin,
MAKE EVERYONE ELSE FATTTTTTTTTTT. ahhahas.
i'm so bad. aye. ):
ahahahs. okie okie.

that's all.
CUT FAT CUT FATTTTT!!!

HI ALL(:

2007-09-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

ahahahs. went out ytd.
IT'S LIKE FINALLY LA.
getta get outta my houseeee. hee.
alright.
had a great great day(:
really.
hee.
with love(:

HEYYYY!

2007-09-22T15:47:00.000+08:00

YAY!
I WANNA WATCH THIS MOVIE VERY VERY MUCH!
IT'S CALLED ENCHANTED!!!! ((:
HEE. i think it's DAM NICE TO ME LA.
AHAHAHS! IT WILL ONLY BE OUT ON 21st of NOVEMBER though. =/
HOPE IT WILL BE SHOWN SOONNNNN. okie. ahahhahs.
GO WATCH THE TRAILER. (:
http://disney.go.com/disneypictures/enchanted/

loves(:

hee.

2007-09-22T11:52:00.000+08:00

LEO [23JULY-22AUG]
You can't see the truth about what is going on unless you take time to be honest and deal with your relationship issues. You're keeping too many people at arm's length -- just what are you afraid of? Today, put away your fears and you will be able to learn a valuable lesson about your insecurities -- like how unwarranted they are. Who you are is not predetermined, you are a work in process. You can make all the changes you want to make, you just have to start.

wow. hee.
maybe i'm really keeping pple at arm's length uh.
insecured ma.... ahhahas.
kae.
have been staying at home nowadays.
ever since tues.
and now is sat.
now you can feel my boredom ba?
arghhhh. hopefully can get outta house soooon.
but for next wed till fri.
i'll be at home(:
carrying out something.
WAHAHAHAHS(:

alright alright. heh.
nothing much though.
I'M REALLY BORED!
GUESS WHAT!
i'm bored till i went to create a NEOPETS ACCOUNT FOR MYSELF.
ahahahahhahs!
anyways to earn money? ahahahs!
anyone wants to be my NEOFRIEND?
i still have none now. ahahahhs.
okie. i'm uber lame.
but at least it helps to kill time. wahahahs. =x
pple gamed like dota, etc.
i neopets. LOL. baaaaah. dont care liao.
at least i wont die of boredom so easily. ahahs.
deviantart.com is nice to explore too.
DAM LOTS OF GREAT WORKS THERE(:

okie. i dont know what i'm crapping now.
this entry is PLAIN RANDOM. ahahahs.
take care pple. (:
i miss you <3

baaaah.

2007-09-18T14:25:00.000+08:00

okie. holidays is finally starting for me la.
song le yi kou qi! heee(:

tadaaa. this is what i did for the last assignment.(:
shaun helped me alot worh!
THANKS AH SHAUN! (:
hee. hmmm. yup.
finally.. lols.

that's me, qinyi and LL!(:
hehe.. end of blockkkkkkk. finally.

okie. ytd, met angel and went to david's house!
ANGEL:[p.s. mcFLUFFLY!!!] xP
ahahas. actually, didnt really do anything there la. =/
just watched abit of scary movie only. hahhas.
but it's funny la. :D
yup. then went to CHOMP CHOMP and eat.
didnt know there's such a place though.
but now i know. heh.(:
after that, bus-ed home with grace, all the way from serangoon to jurong east, and then to my house. dam cold and long ride. but nvm. LOL(:
yup. had a nice sleep.
take care pple.
misses.

okie. some past photosssssss.

baaaaaaah.
heee. happily ever after.
okie, i'm talking crap.
ANGEL, LL, GRACE! meet up sooooon uh. xD

heee.

2007-09-08T14:01:00.000+08:00

and someone said my blog's RUSTING LERRRR.
LOL! so i shall update now yea!
ahahahhahas. hmmmmmm..
where should i start lei...
erm.. alright, was rushing assignments for the past few days.
incoming assignments! argh.
one after another.
like what jen's blog used to be, FOREVER NEVER ENDING. LOL.

ahahhahs. oh ya oh ya!
KARYIN, JENMEY, HUIZHEN, VALERIE and CAROL!
i'm starting to miss you all againnnn):
how how howw. aiyo!

ahahas. okie. back to what i was saying.
assignments.
clay sculpture, wire sculpture, blah blah blahhhh.

LOL. looks yummy uh!
i was feeling dam hungry and tempted when i doing that assignment, ahahs.
hmmmmm. say until yummy.
I LOVE FLUFFFFFFFFFY!
YOU KNOW THE FLUFFY AT THE mcCAFE?!
it's DAM NICE I TELL YOU!
ahhahas. unless you hate milk la.
IF YOU LIKE AND LOVE MILK, BETTER GO TRY!
AWWWW. i've got the urge to buy it again.
it's only $1.55 lor! :D
hehhehe.
BUT BUT BUT! that time, i accidentally spilled it on the floor.
AND MY HEART SANK LIKE HELL. ))):

my fluffyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! )))):
dam sad i tell you. =/

aye. LOL. ermmmm.
yup. hope my holidays come soooon. hahahas!

...........ytd went to watch ratatouille.with shaun.
hee. not bad not bad. it's funny la. lols.
but some parts of it gave me a shock.
dam malu la. only i jumped up. LOL! baaaah. =.-
ahahhas. baaaah! hmm. what else.
walked arnd.. hee.(:
then walked over to orchard from plaza sing to find *friends*.
ahahahhas! i think it's better not to mention their names though.
later "yin qi zhu yi". ahahhas.
havent had their permission to blog about their names here,
so i better not mention it(:
ermmmmmm. then together, we walk walk here and there.
stone abit here and there too.
then had cheese cakes and drinks at NYDC(:
yummy. hehs(:
ahahahhas. though for 3nights, i slept for only a few hours in total,
i still can tahan(:
wahahhas. wo li hai ma, that's why. LOL. kidding.
ermmm. xiao didi xiao mei mei,
jie jie got lian guo one wor,
so dont try this at home. sleep early.(:
LOL. okie. lame. daaaaah.

urm. okie, then bus-ed home(:
a long bus ride(:
ahahahs.
reached my doorstep(:

hugs.
bye(:
take care.
end of blog(:
heeeeee.you'll understand.
thanks for everything (:

oh well. YESTERDAY,

2007-09-01T20:53:00.000+08:00

woke up late.
hee. but still manage to sneak in jjc on time.(:
met up with my dear friends and joined them.
after that went back to fuhua.

saw many pple there that i've nvr seen for ages. LOL.!
hmmm. not bad la.
went to support my bro though. LOL!
not bad not bad yea? you'll do better the next round. LOL!
ahahhas.
after that.
received an sms. "come canteen"
okie..
these two simple words can make my heart pump like dont know what.
baaah. and so i went down..
and yea. they're there already.
joined them.
sat beside him.

nothing much though.
after that, went back to join my friends.
and then. again. met them at hall.
after that, went to CU and ate.
then, went to huizhen's house with ..
HUIZHEN[of course. =.-], KARYIN, JENMEY, IVY, CAROL, LYDIA, YUAN SHAN
ARRON, TING SHENG, MESSIAH, and CLEMENT.
alright. the taxi fares range from 6.80 i think, to 10bucks la!
three different taxis though. mine is the 10bucks one.
baaah. that driver kept talking to us. LOL. =/

okie.reached huizhen's house.
and watched videos that we just rented.(:
one was SCREAM ONE. LOL! funny la.
another one is a nice nice nice show!
but i didnt get to watch all of it):
need to go marina bay, that's why.

erm.
then yea.
went to marina bay.
william's [early] birthday.
lol! erm.. then, there got,
rena, manhou, cindy, sherman, kelvin, william, shimin, michael, and karfu.
erm. yea. ate and chatted lor. ahahahas.
went back by mrt and bus with cindy.

last night.
was rather impt uh?
important as in it made me realise something.
something important maybe.
*shrugs*
think it's because i too long nvr see him,
missed him too much,
and i've mistaken my own feelings for him i guess.
yup. so after seeing him last night,
i guess it's over now?
maybe, i've realised that we arent the same anymore.
it's not like last time.
i know it's just one-sided.
but now, i guess it's none-sided ler ba? ahahs.
and guess,
hmm. and i've found out that who's the right one too.
someone who'd always been there for me.(:
i'm free now. as free as can be uh.
free from those sorrows
and have gone to a much brighter side of the world.(:
finally.(:

hold my hand tight. <3

heee.

2007-08-29T23:21:00.001+08:00

shall sneak into jjc on friday((:
hope it'll be successful uh. xD

heh.
and this is my brother.
i was quite surprised when i found this somewhere on friendster.
his friends edited. (:
hope his performance will go well this friday.
ahBOY AH~ xD

all the best ah!
heee.

hahhas.

2007-08-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

suddenly, i feel like posting photos from the past~
NVM. SHALL POST THEM SINCE I FEEL LIKE IT. LOL.
I REALLY MISS THOSE DAYS SO MUCH.

hair permed. LOL. WITH BESTIESSSs.

and to think i actually camwhored with my bubblegum last time. LOL.

my birthday(:

patrick~ LOL. =.-

ACT CUTE! =.-

ACT CUTE TWO! =.-

ACT CUTE 3! =.- !!! blahhhh.

my sistaAAAaaaAAa. LOL!

AND I REALLY MISSED THOSE WONDERFUL DAYS LAAA!!
WE PLAYED AND FOOL AROUND LIKE SIAO CHABORs!
WE LAUGHED LIKE THERE'S NOBODY AROUND!
we had so much fun uh. oh man.
I LOVE YOU ALL.
YOU ALL GAVE ME BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES THAT I'LL NEVER EVER FORGET(:
you all know that i'm not good in saying these stuffs uh,
but i know you all can feel it ba? heee.
JENMEY!
KARYIN!
VALERIE!
HUIZHEN!
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU! :D

I REALLY DO LOVE YOU ALL.
I MEAN IT(:
MWAH <3
see you girls tmr! YAY!!!
finally. (:

reply tags(:

2007-08-28T21:03:00.000+08:00

hee..
TO

karyin` ahahahs. nah, i'm not lor. i still got eat one. ahhahs. SEE YOU TMRRR! LOVES YOU! MISS YA. ((((:

rena` and rena. thanks yea. (: ..nice chatting with you ytd though. i'll get over soon. VERY SOON (: and i will. :D

teckjin` hey yo yo yoooo.! ahahhas. i see i see. i guess i'm moving to live journal too. i think. see how. heh (:

neriew` and thanks. i appreciate. i'll cheer up de(: ..you take lots of care too.(:

angel` YEA! ANGEL. WOOSH! everything will turn out fine eventually! time will heal everything. (: LOVES. <3

and thanks all for coming.
touched. LOL. (:

and.

2007-08-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

last night.
i dreamt of you.
again.

):

hee((:

2007-08-25T19:02:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,DADDY! [iloveYOU(:]
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANGELLLLLLLL! :D
LOVES <3

hee.shall update more when i get the photossss(:
okie.

HEY!
CHONG PEI XIN!
YES YOU!
ahahhas!

go on a diet, and slim down.(:
drink lots of water, girl!
eat lesser every meal!
eat lesser junk fooddd man.[like sugar peanuts )))): ]
i bet i really cant resist myself from eating that. ><
BUT STILL, YOU HAVE TO
CONTROL YOURSELF!
ate so much at the cafe cartel!
TSK TSK TSK.
it's been so long since you've eaten so much and so full le la.
AIYOYO~~~~!

SLIM DOWN SLIM DOWNNNNNNNNN!
TIME FOR YOU TO SLIMMMMMMM DOWNNNNNN!
you still have a feast going on, on wed!
ahahhahas! WORK OUT GIRL!
AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAS.

okie. for your info.
PEIXIN HAS GONE CRAZY NOW.
okie. before she takes a knife out and slice off all her fats all over her body,
you better run. AHAHHAS.
okie, that's rather scary. =/
okie. that's all. AHAHHAS.

OKIE NOW.
hopefully, i typed here, will make me take action.
LOL! so.....
i shall set one target.
by...... hmmm.
by, 30th of september!
i will get my desired weight!
42-44kg~! ahahhas. baaaaakaa.
laugh all you want man! brrr. xP

LAI HELLOOOOOOOO!
QU BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

okie. first.

2007-08-24T20:57:00.000+08:00

*warning: For those people who cant stand EMO stuffs,
stop here then. dont bother to read this post(:
come back next time, bye.

thursday night.
i dreamt of you,
the wrong one,
~~again~~.

tell me.
you've been running through my mind for so long.
arent you tired?
if you arent, i am.

i'm tired.
tired of chasing and trying to catch up with you behind.
cant you walk slower?

basketball, whistling, the photos,
your laughter, your behaviour, dota, maple, gaming,
soccer, arcade, your voice, spongebob boxers, your eyebrows,
174 bus, your eyes, time, shoulder, false hopes, your house area,
chubby, smoking, ite, songs, etc..
reminds me of you.
yea, you.
this isnt good. =/

i'm really tired now.
tired of faking smiles,
thinking of those stuffs related to you,
and most of all,
reminiscing.

what's the use of reminiscing all that when you dont even care at all.
i really dont know why i just cant control myself.
i'll still try to search for photos of you.
aye. ):
life sucks uh.
blaaah.

and. i wont forget what you told me.
The reason, reminds you of me.

and yea, i've become weird too.
i thought of lots of stupid stuffs.
when i dreamt of you, and woke up to realise that it's all just a dream afterall,
i cried. yeaa, CRIED.
laugh all you want.
i know this is stupid.
but, i'll never ever forget abt that beautiful dream.
it's something really beautiful that can keep me smiling when you hurt me again and again.

that's why i said,
i dont like reality. dreams will be better uh.
of all the dreams i've had,
none came true.
instead, they'll all happen in the opposite way in reality.
so whatever i dream abt, i hope it's not all that i wanted,
so that it wont happen in a different way in real life.

false hopes. broken promises.
tired of all these.
phobia.

alright.
i've got to admit that i'm tired now.
both mentally and physically.
and i guess that the mentally part is difficult to handle uh.

time will heal.
this is what i tell myself everytime.

cheesecake. i need energy.
time to move on, girl! (:
maybe i'm able to accept.
and i'm better now.

peixin

2007-08-20T22:09:00.000+08:00

you know it's time to get over and move on now.
~~get over him~~ (:

tanninggggg.

2007-08-19T19:29:00.001+08:00

alright. feeling normal now.
was rushing my assignment like dont know what man):
broke down though.
two sleepless nights.
aye. let's not talk abt it since it's over(:
but i still love my lecturer la.
he's nice(:

anyway...
shall upload some tanning photos.
some are with carol though, havent got those.
but nvm(:

tadaaaa.
at home. was playing with my phone. duhhhhh. xD

and what if i have short hair? o.O

during and after tanningggg.

sexehhhhh MAY.(:

LOL.
ahahahhas. JENMEYYYYY(:
i bet she doesnt know i took this photo uh. xP

heh.happy three friends.(:

while waiting for may to get her eyebrows done, CAMWHORE. xP

hee. this is JEN[covering a big card arnd her face] and pretty CAROL(:

then is me.

then is karyin.

and carol(:

feel uncomfortable when i got home. =/
baaaaaah. xD

and this was took the day after tanning. ahhhhhhh.
face puffed up. covered half of the face with hair. whahahahs.
alright. DUMB. =/

okie okie. enough of that tanning stuffs.
now back to class.LOL.
and this is lilinnnnnnn(:

and this is the cool dude in my class who has the coolest hair. LOL. o.O
BENJAMINNNNNNNNN~

AND AND ANDDDDDDD. met up with YUAN SHAN ON FRIDAY.(:
heeeeeee. long time no see her man.
ahahahs. met her at orchard, and walked arnd.
went to fareast, walked walked, chat chat, ate long john silver.
heeee. talked alot yea? :D
ahahahhas. went to vivo after that.
and walked walked chat chat.AHAHAHS.
alrights, then she brought me to chocolat factory.(:
DAM COOL I TELL YOU. WOOOOOOOTS.
the chocolateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ohmyGOD.
you can smell the aroma of the chocolate when you're a few steps away from that shop la. too bad, it's located in a kinda.. ulu location. =/
if yuanshan hasnt brought me there, i didnt know there's sucha place. LOL.
AND YEA, TADAAAAAAAAAa, THE GOLD CLASS TICKET!
oh my. i wnat to try it too. probably next time when i have the money mannn. =/
AHAHHAHS. *envy*

okie okie. ahahhas. and now's the following day.
THE SATURDAY! ahahhas. duh.
saturday = babysitter.
look after sistaaaaaaaaaaaaa. hahahhas.
alright alright. then we played with my phone. YEA, PLAYED. xP

and BANGGG.

okie, at first i thought, that was the end of the story.
then after that, she suddenly lie down and said. "jie jie, pai wo zhe yang.[sister, take a photo of me like that.]"
then i was like huh? .orh. LOL!

then i was like, "okie, hao liao.[okie, done]"
then she said, "ni jiang piang/bang.[you say piang/bang]"

then i said. "orh, okie, BANG." xD
and..

the end of the story. LOL!

and she strangles me.

kicks me.

and look down on me.

hey, it wasnt an easy task looking my sis afterall.
baaah. ahhahs.

okie. this was my dinner last night.
my first attempt though.
was trying to cook omelete rice.hee.
eh, though it doesnt look good outside.
it's not bad de lorrrrrrr.
even my sis says it's nice! xP

hehehehe. alright alright!
UPDATEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! xD

hee.
take care. LOVES(:

hee. just to reply to tags. heh.

2007-08-19T17:50:00.000+08:00

next time then update la. hee(:
abit the lazy la. xP

okie okie.
TO:

rena`` ahahahs! i guess some other time then. got abit of the phobia le. LOL.

pearl`` LOL! THANKS PEARL! heee! you too. and hope to see you arnd girl! :D

cindyyyyy`` CINDYYYYY! ahahhas! aiyo. dont like that say la. heee. I WILL ASK YOU OUT OFTEN ONE! MISS YOU LA! LOLS MAN. OKIE! sure. LET'S HEAD TO THE GYM! :D LOLS! YOU'RE WELCOME! :D

c.h.e.s.e`` and YO YO YO there! :D ..LOL! yeaaaaaa. HONEY LEMON IS HEAVENNNN. xD

TS`` aiyo! hahahahhas! eeee. you better wipe it i tell you. i dont want to see your mucus on my blog.! AHAHHAS! HEY, WHEN ARE WE JOGGING TOGETHER AGAIN! sorry, wasn't free that time when you ask me to jog yea? ahahhas. HEE. JOG JOG JOG! i wanna see your muscles! hope they arent sagging uh! =x ..hee. just kidding man. HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON! hee. miss you LA! lol. she's scary right? ahahhas. tsk tsk, you uh, how can you anyhow curse pple. LOL.

okie okie. that's all pple. heeeeeee. xP
AND THANKS FOR COMING TO MY BLOG. heeeeeee. loves.(:

tanning

2007-08-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

feeling extremely sick right now.
and yea, i seriously mean EXTREMELY.

i swear i wont go sun tanning anymore.
shit ):

hee. yo yo yo.

2007-08-08T10:38:00.001+08:00

lai hellooo! ahahahs.
this uncle in the western food shop is really cute la.
forever making me laugh one. ahahahs! ^^!

alright alright.
maybe next time i'm feeling down, i can go visit him.
ahahahs! (:

hmmm. nothing much to update actually.
as like i said, lazy to post photos up,
so just put some together then post as one. LOL!
make life easy for me man. hee.
went to vivo the other day with lilin, angel and grace(:
grace went to meet kenny first, while we walked arnd and slack.
ehehehs. ahhh. went into vivo's crystal jade restaurant.
alright. restaurant is different from crystal jade kitchen laaa.
LOLS! we're like small kids going in there to eat some dim sums.
ahahhas. alright alright.
ordered CHAR SIEW PAU, CHEE CHEONG FAN[prawn], HAR KAU, AND one more dish, cant rmb. =/

lols. hmmm..
then went to slack arnd lor.
hee.. took photos and stuffs.(:

alright, then grace came.:D
hee. then kenny drove us to far east after that.
wooooooots! (:
cool la, though i have to squeeze in the middle and hide. LOL!
[cause that car is actually a four-seated one]
lols. mm mmm mmm....
okie. then grace bought her grey skinnys and we went back to school for meeting.
after that had dinner, and watched midnight movie.[alone]
LOLS! why dont we watch "together" man.
okie. i'm just being lame la. blah.
alone was scary la. LOLS. grace and angel were sitting side by side with me.
ahahahs! grace was like.. ahhh[a short one] when she saw the scary part.
while me and angel, we were like.. almost covering our ears throughout the movie, with our eyes half shut la. LOL!.. and screamed too. ><
ahahhahas!
okie okie. then after that went home by cab.
and the total cab fare was.. 42bucks man! shit la. =/
ahahhhas. alright.. these were all last week's happenings actually. LOL!

okie. now, the recent one ah..
there isnt any photo to upload though.
ahahhas! monday no school! ^^
tues went to school for consultation(:
yong kin[my lecturer] was nice laaa. ahahhas!
hmmm. then after that, went to mac and had breakfast with grace, lilin and angel.
dont know how long nvr eat mac breakfast already la. AHAHS!
okie okie. hmmm. then went back to school,
slacked at mac lab for a short while, and went to desiree's house.
after awhile, i went eunos to meet peishi~
lols!
hmm.. ran hou nerh, went back to sch,
and then found out that lilin and angel were still at esplanade.
grace's still with her bf i guess.
then amos and shuyi still at desiree's house!
okie. what else. stone loe.
ahahhas!

but but buttttttttt. luckily, still have shaun and terence.
if not for them, i've become a statue outside LT25 already.
shaun came and brought me to the free access lab or something,
then i watched him and terence trying their best to do their assignment stuffs.
so poor thing la. so many complicated stuffs to do.
LOL! tsk tsk. ahahs.!!
alright, time really flies when i watched them.
and soon, we're abit late for the meeting at 6.
not really late though, 10plus mins. xP
ahahhas. ermmm. nothing much though.
then went to subway.
didnt had dinner with fiona they all, as i'm going home with grace.
bought one cookie, and left with grace.
thanks for the cookie FIONAA! MWAHHHHHHH! :DD
ahahhas! grace isnt feeling well though.
and after i ate the cookie, i wasnt feeling well too.
feel like puking. =/
kae, nvm. now better liao. :D
and GRACE! i hope you're feeling better now! (:

kae, that's all!
bahBYE(:

take care. loves. <3

ahahas.

2007-08-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

da jia da jiaaa hao!
LAI HELLOOOooOoOOOooOOOo!(:

heehee.
kae la. i'm kinda lazy to upload the photos.
so since lilin has already upload them on her bloggy,
hehehhee.
go to her blog if you wanna see some of the happenings! (:
heheheh(:
http://zigzagzoog.livejournal.com
*i hope lilin dont mind. ><

that's all for now! YIPPEE :D
ZOU BYEBYEEEE(: xD

hee. lilin introduced me this song.

2007-08-04T14:25:00.000+08:00

and i just love it the moment i listened to it(:

LILY ALLEN- LITTLEST THINGS
Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing
And I remember when you started calling me your Mrs
All the play fighting
All the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood

I dunno why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend
Lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy
In your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right but it seems unfair
That thing's are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on
Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed, watchin' DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty, grotty magazines
You'd take me out shopping
And all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us

The first time that you introduced me to your friends
And you could that tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
When I was feeling down, you'd make that face you do
There's no-one in the world who could replace you

Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right but it seems unfair
That thing's are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on
Tell me
Is this the end?

(:

LALALLALALS!

2007-08-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

i'm back man. WAHAHHAHS (:
okie okie. now i got quite alot of photos to upload. EHEHEHE!
prepare ah! hee (:

and here it goes~ ^^

okie. first.
THE TRIP TO SP WITH LILIN~ (:

okie. angel's REALLY REALLYYYYY CUTE ABOVE LA! HEEE!!! (:

and we tried to act as if we're sleeping. =.-
but can see that lilin is PRO at that la! ahhhh. LOL.

and here's the night walk.
ahahhas. too bad i cant act as a ghost and put white powder on my face. blah.
cause i'm supposed to ba the LONE SURVIVOR. blahs.
walking arnd with penknife trying to defend myself.

and now.. my birthday^^
but too bad grace cant join us. she had to leave early..
but it's okie! i still love her. LOL! (:
thank you for the treat yea??!??! LOVES :D

coffee bean! ^^
and so cute of them la. LOVETHEM MAN!
LILIN AND ANGELLLLLLLLL! PEIXIN LOVES YOU ALL! xD

and happy birthday to ME xP

hee.. i wishhhhhhhh....

anddddddd and andddd, i wishhhhhhhhhhhhhh... (:

and i BLOWWWWWWWWWWWWW. xP

and here's MY DEAR LILINNNNNNN.! (((:

i know she loves me. =x

and and and, here's MY CUTE CUTE ANGELLLLLLLLLL!(:

and i BANG! xP

andddd. TADAAA! HERE'S LILIN!(:

ANGEL! :D

BLAH(:

ROARRRRRRR! >=D

ahahahs! LILIN!
you keep on saying that you nvr see me dresses before right?!
AHAHAHHAS!! NOW I POST THESE PHOTOS FOR YOU YEA?! xD
KAN DAO NI GOU. hehehehe. okie. I'M LAME. blah. =/

heeeeeee. kae la.
i think i should really get some dresses someday la!
ahahhas.(:

that's all folks.
LOVES(:

heheh(:

2007-07-31T21:19:00.001+08:00

30072007 (:
happy birthday to ME . xP
THANKS FOR ALL THE PRESENTS, TREATS, ANDDDDD WISHESSSSSSSS!
hehhehehes.
and i'm 17 now. lols.
kae la..
since i got nothing much to update, i shall update bout the camp and the pple who made an effort to msg! HEEEEE. LOVES(:

30072007
12:00am-benedict, dolly
12.01am-karyin
12.03am-shinhwee, sokyin
12.04am-yuanshan
12.05am-ivy,zhongsheng
12.13am-jenmey
12.16am-may
12.25am-kokwah
12.37am-eunice
12.47am-tony
06.42am-valerie
08.14am-daddy(:
08.31am-lilin
09.20am-wilfred
10.18am-teckjin
10.42am-qijun
10.45am-rena
11.28am-wilson
12.06pm-juenkiat
12.29pm-jason
12.31pm-naf
01.54pm-brian,weiren
02.38pm-arron
05.13pm-shuyi
05.44pm-kelvin
06.09pm-ian
06.35pm-liuwah
08.35pm-kelvinwong
10.22pm-joseph

310707
12.00am-chekyun

(:

thanks all of you!
REALLY LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU YEA? ^^

hmmm.
the photos shall upload some other time yea?
cause now the photos are still quite scattered around.hehehe.

hee.
that's all for now. hee(:

i shall blog i shall blog i shall bloggggggggggggg.

2007-07-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

hahhahas. i'm so bored laaaa.
alright. i shall upload those photos first. heh(:
WENT TO MEET MY GIRLS on last friday!!!<3

karyin's bag

and look at jen's FACE! lols!

and believe me, i'm a JJC kid(:

hahhas. the PEN is bigger than my face. o.O

and some zi pai photoooooooooos.

and PLEASE TAKE A LOOK AT THIS ONE!
i found this on the bus, and find it rather..... errr..
hmm. interesting? weird? funny? not funny? serious stuff? i dont know.
*shrugs* lols.

and here're my classmates in TP(:
hee. and we're on the way to islandCREAMERY~
the ice cream there dam nice and cheap too(:
something like cheaper version of ben and jerry. hehes. ^^

lalallalas.my friend took it la.
and i was like "EH, LILINNNNNNNNNN. lol!"

i'm fugly here. ahahhas.

I HATE MY TIGER TOOTH LAAAAAAAAAAA)):
**conclusion, preeeeeettyyyy and cute angel, and naturall, humourous lilinnnnnnnn(:
they both have bangs yea?*obviously* =.-
hahas. okie okie. heee(:
shall end here, needa rush and do my work now!
CIAO? xD

2007-07-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

lols!!
took from LILIN's BLOGGYYYYY(:
HERE'S OUR RANDOM AND JUMPING SHOTS! whahahhas.

and the conclusion is i succeeded in jumping at the right time the most number of times! wahhahas(:

I SERIOUSLY LOVE THEM ALL, YES. AND I REALLY MEAN SERIOUSLY!
(:

2007-07-07T14:11:00.000+08:00

TADAAAAAAAAAA!
and here's my sisTAAAAA(:
i ask her pose for me, and she did this. xD

yayyyyyyyyyy.
i'm here againnnnnn. xD
blog blog blog.
actually nothing much to blog abt la.
hee. changed phone. finally.
so now can upload MORE photos liao.hahahas.

hmm.. on monday, my class went to eat SHUYI's dad's duck rice!
DAM NICE I TELL YOU!(:
hehehs. shall go there eat again next time!
then after eating, we went to walk walk at central.
HERE'S THE IMPORTANT PART!
there's a shop which sells DONUTS!!!!!!!!
what's special about these donuts were...
LISTEN AH!
THEY ARE THE SIZE OF ARND 1/4 of your PALM ONLY!
can put the whole donut in your mouth.
SO NICE AND CUTE AND DELICIOUSSSSSS~
hehehe. you should try too!
12 for 4bucks. nice and cheap lor!(:

after that, went to mrt control station to meet angel and sarah(:
then head to the museum.

AND TWISTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

ahahhas.. posed spastic poses for my dear LILIN!
and realised i almost kissed dj's head! aiya, missed it! AAHHAHS!

arrived at the museum.
paid 5bucks for entrance fee. =.-
expensive ahhhh. hahahs.
the whole class went, so united uhhhhhh(:
heee. my classmates are nice and fun pple lor!! :D
heh. so we went in, explore here and there la. took photos too. =x
aiya. take a few photos for project, nvm one ba?
but end up, for me, kinda wasted la.
cause in the end, the product i chose to do for my project doesnt came from the museum. =.-
ahahahhahas! and when we went back to class the following day,
one of the other classmates said that, if we let the pple know that we are from TP, it will be free to go in!
and we were all like... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH**
lol!
and after the museum, LL, grace, angel and me went back to the donut shop again.
heheh.. they bought 12 each worh(:
ahahhas..

hee.and now. i've just done one of the assignment.
not really good this time though. =/
this assignment is to create a character, one that doesnt exist at all.

..hahhahs. it's rather.. disgusting ah? lol!
cause i'm doing a "cow" ma.. ahahahs.
a SPECIAL ONE. xP
here are the others works! DAM NICE LORRRRR!!!!
see le, i will zi bei one! =/

alright..
still got what. hmmm..
nothing much liao.
getting zilian again. LOL!

and I TWIST!

AND I TWISTTTT!

AND I TWIST TWIST TWIST!
alright. lame! =.-

AND that's ALL!
BYE FOLKS! (:

hahhahas..

2007-06-30T12:25:00.000+08:00

hello my friends(:
TO:
jessica` hehehs. no la. that one is just crashing in only. hee. poly life still alright i guess. ahhahas. hope you're doing well too!!(:

keehong` ahahhahas! my dream not that freaky la. it's just that kinda weird, why suddenly keep dreaming bout sec sch friends. heeee. i know all of you miss me la, want to come to my lalaland and find me right?! WAHAHHAS! ohh. funny la you. xD .. why dreamt of someone wanna kill you. scary lei.. lol! i wonder who's THAT person though. heh. (:

ryunosue` hey there! ahahhas! yeaaaaa. sch sch schhhhhhhhh. baaaa. travelling travelling and travelling. lol~

pearl` ahahhas.. yea! miss you all so much laaaaaaa! ):

arron` aisehhhh. nan de you will come and tag.(: ..hee. see your tag i happy lei. xD ..hmmmm. kee hong ah. no lei, he didnt hold hands with you in my dreams la. maybe when he go your lalaland find you , then he dare to hold. xDDD ..okie. i'm crapping alot. lol.. better stop, before kee hong come and stab me in my lalaland. ahhh. ><

alrights! updateeeeeeee. what shall i update abt..
hmmmmmmm.. okie. now got an poly assignment.
it's about designing a character la..
and i chose until scaly squarish cow. ahahahas.
gonna be an interesting assignment uh? baaaah. =/
ahahahs.. hmmm. and after that, i changed into jjc green shirt and went to meet my friends!!!!!!!!!!(((:
sOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooo happy to see them again.
but..HUIZHEN! why you cant come... ):
aye. miss you la!.

okie. so i met DEAR KARYIN, BUBBLY JENMEY, CUTE IVY, EVERYTHING-SMALL VALERIE, andddddd... tadaaaa, the MUSCULAR TING SHENG!! ahahahhs!
missed them so much, finally got to see them.
yay. had dinner at coffee united, and went mac to slack after that(:
chatted bout lots of stuffs..had fun la! hee.(:
MEET UP AGAIN SOON YEA?!?!?!?!?!
love seeing you all(:

heee..
ohhh. still got one more thing to say!!!!!!!!
i want a zenSTONE PLUS! a RED ONE!

anyone nice to buy me one for my birthday present?!! xP
heheheeehe. i will really love to have one, cause i really need it during my travelling to tp everday. baaaaaaaaaaaah.
without music, i'm like.. dead zombie on the mrt staring right into empty spaces laaa. ahahhahas.. baaaaaaaaaaah.):

take care everyone!mwah!
miss everyone(:
hee.

ahahhas.

2007-06-19T20:11:00.000+08:00

baaah. no photos for this entry thou..
hahhas. erm. just dyed deep purple.
AKA BLACK LA. =.-
baaaaaaaah. nvm.
gonna crash into jjc next week.
so should be guai guai de. hehehe.

nothing much to update here ba.
OH YAAAA.
this few nights, i dont know why la.
cant sleep at all mannnnnnnnn! really.
i want to sleep, kept yawning and stuffs,
but just cant go into my lalaland.lols.
can only go to sleep at abt 3plus or 4plus.
what's happening....?! ):
but anyway, i dreamt of something very weird last night.
FUNNY LA. i dreamt of some of my sec schmates worh. o.O
hmm. dreamt of, jenmey, huizhen, karyin, valerie,
jiao hui, jing xiu, arron, ting sheng, kee hong,
chong ming, rui cheng, shi min, linda,
winnie, kelvin, ismail and xiao jie.
hmm, that's all the pple i can rmb so far. hahhas.funny la.
but cant really rmb what really happened la.
ahahhahahas.

kae la.
think that's all to update for now.(:

my dear boy,you're so sweet..(:

lalalalas~

2007-06-09T18:15:00.000+08:00

went out ytd with MAHHHHHHH GIRLSSS(:
hehehhe. finally get to see them again.
miss them so much laaaa <3

hees. went to marina square.
walked arnd, buy stuffs, and went to eat YUKI YAKIIII(:
buffet la.. and there goes my diet. ):
ahahha. but with my girls arnd, it's all worth it!
fooling arnd in yuki yaki la.
make all of us laugh like mad girls like that. LOL.
but who cares.. hehehs(:
so now, just let the photos do the talking and stuffs! x)

andddd.. yup yup.
that's all that's all.(:
hee.
hope to meet you all sooooon again ah!
hehehehehes. LOVES <33

hee. i'm back man.

2007-06-06T17:18:00.000+08:00

err. back from.. nothing. =.-
ahahahahs. long time no update liao.
holidays started quite long ago la.. and i still havent found any jobs yet.
BAAAAAH..
ahahhas. go out, stay at home, go out, stay at home.
so boring la.
BUT BUT BUTTTTTTTTTTT.
when i get to meet my sec sch mates, and friends..
WAHHH. missed them so muchhhh laaaa. LOLS
MEET UP MORE MORE MORE OFTEN CAN?
heeee. (:
if if if only i got a new handphone..........
i will keep taking photos, be it myself or other stuffs.
i will take everything down and blog blog blog like nobody's business.
BAAAAAH. but i dont have la. ):
so so so, i wanna earn money and BUY.
wah. but now the things that i wanna buy..
are like so so SO AXE-PANN-SIFF-ER laaa. LOL.
ARGH. lols.. i wanna watch "GUI AH GUI AH".
i know it's a dumb movie.
but i'm sure it will make me laughhhhh.
wahahahhas.(:

anyway, i'm not crazy over any guys now ler.(((:
turning into les liao.
you girls better watch out! wahhaha
KIDDING LAAAA. was bored, so i was kinda random here.
DONT TAKE IT SERIOUSLY AH.
but i'm serious bout the first line of this paragraph only la. =.-

okie. take care and SEE YOU ALL SOOOOOOON(:

oh boy.

2007-05-27T15:14:00.000+08:00

you're just so special la. xP
i think you're the first guy whom i've noticed since the orientation camp la.
hee..
oh well..
the next time i can get to see you is when sch reopens! ):
booos. nvm.
at least now i got more motivation to go to TP everyday. xP
ahahhahas..

SUGAR PEANUTS is nice(:

hahahhas.

2007-05-22T19:51:00.000+08:00

hey. bought seventeen mag to entertain myself during the journey to TP ytd.
hee.. then at the horoscope section there, it says..

LEO[my horoscope =.-]:
cosy things up with a tub of CHOCOLATE FUDGE BROWNIE [BEN AND JERRY'S] :DD
..
You've been looking for a boyfriend, but affectionate Venus in your sign on June5 will force you to notice someone who has been right in front of you all along. It will be his shoulder you cry on when the moon enters your sign on June17 -which will be just the start of a strong bond. (:

wow... LOLs.
how sweet uh? lol.
all the LEOs out there, look forward to june5 yea?! xD
funny. it might not be true la.
or should i say. it wont come true for me. bahhhh.
ahahhas. i'm so bored.
bored as in i dont feel like doing anything, lazy to.
so when i'm doing nothing, i'm bored.
although the assignments are piled up there right in front of me..
i'm really.... really tired of them la.

so pekchek. =/
i stayed awake till 2.30am just to complete one of the assignment,
a drawing..
the original,

the one i painted. =/

oh well..
and when i show it to my tutors..
they say cannot accept. sad. because it's not counted as cubism.
sad. i understand too la. cant blame them lor.
just that. kinda ke xi la.. gek xim sia. ><

hahhas..
alright. shant talk abt that anymore.
if not one more pimple is going to pop out le.
I WANT HOLIDAYSSSSSSSS!!!!

hee.

2007-05-20T18:36:00.000+08:00

gonna be VERY VERY VERY RANDOM AGAIN!
i love double eyelids guys......!!! <3
hee.

okie. i wanna get colour contacts man~
who wanna spon me? xD

HOLIDAYS AHHH.
faster come laaaa.... T.T

lols.

2007-05-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

every morning..
when i board the mrt..
i feel like telling everyone on the train that i live in boonlay area and is going to BEDOK/TAMPINES.
so that they will let me take a seat. lols!
esp the journey back from TP. T.T
tired man~. lols..

AHHHHHH. ):

2007-05-10T00:52:00.000+08:00

5 pimples pop out on my forehead.. =/
and they were like asking each other why they pop out.
one said, "ohh.. i popped because she is lack of sleep."
the 2nd one said, "cause her forehead oily maa."
the 3rd one said, "oh, my existence is cause she eats spicy and oily stuffs?"
then the 4th one said, "hahas, i'm here cause she's too stressed up!"
then the 5th one said.. "i dont know why i popped lei.. maybe it's because her period is coming??" *shrugs*
lol.

RANDOM!!(:
i'm going to see the girls tmr!
YAY! finally.. <33

i'm so bored and dead man. =.-

2007-05-07T08:37:00.000+08:00

okie, not feeling so moody now liao(:
duh..
sian. any entertainments?

TIRED TIRED TIRED.....

2007-05-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

oh well..
it's just a few days after poly life started.
and i'm kinda tired now. ):
at first i thought it would be okie.
but i'm kinda wrong after which the assignments began "growing".
sad. needa put in alot of time lor.
now i know why the PROFESSIONAL designers say "all i need, is more TIME!"
i emphasize on the PROFESSIONAL is cause..
they are already professional, and yet, they still need time.
oh my.. ):
that's saddening. really. =/
i really hope i wont be stressed out or get depressed.
i cant even draw scenery.
and i hate to draw sceneries.really hate it.
i cant stand myself, looking for the right angle,
still searching everywhere for nice scenes, when others had already found theirs.
i'm not good at drawing sceneries and stuffs like that. ):
trying to sketch out what i cant.
i felt so demoralized. ):
cant draw up to expectation.
so disappointed. shit.
i dont want to get depressed now.
but this kinda depressed feeling is just finding its way back to me.

i'm just tired la.
not tired bout the journey there, but because of all the assignments and stuffs.
i hope to get rid of these assignments as fast as i can.
as perfect as i can.
arghhhhhh.

maybe i just need someone nice to lean on.
to yi kao. to share my sorrows and release my stress.
oh well.):

bye(:

hee.

2007-05-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

painted my cupboard a few days ago(:
and here are some photos of it.. xP

oie. i admit i regretted painting "mandy" there. T.T
hahhahs.. sad. but nvm. lols.

hee...(:

oh well. so boreddddddddd.

lols!! i tried to draw the "PALTY GIRL"..
but it turned out to be a monster. =/
hahhahas..

okie.. what are design icons man?!
sian. lols. take care everyone! xD

taDAAA~

2007-05-01T00:29:00.000+08:00

okie. first day of school in TP.
still quite okie la.
but needa buy lots of design stuffs too. =/
my class was quite okie to me..
can see that they are nice pple.(:
and the first project is about writing portfolio stuffs la.
needs communication and requires oral presentation lorrrrrrrr.
i see le also sian diao):
i'm not good in communicating with others.
shall improve on that baa. =/
wish me good luck yea? thanks. (:

TPcamp.

2007-04-21T18:59:00.000+08:00

hahhas. it was okie afterall.
except for the last part of it i guess.
shall explain that later.
ehh.. first day went there..
didnt really clique well with the others la.
but still okie la, at least got talk abit. lols.
told you i'm not sociable. =/
ehh. went to sentosa at night.
played some games, and reached tp at abt.. 3plus or 4am?
then after bathing, it was 5.30am already.
one of my friend waited for me when i was bathing ma, so i promised her that i will go wait for her when she bath later.
so she asked me to wake her up at 7.30am.
when i went into the bung, it's smelly and warm.
sianned. didnt feel like sleeping, so just smsed some pple that came into my mind.
lols,sorry for disturbing them afterwards. =/
..sorry ah.

slept for abt 10 to 15mins.
then 7.15am liao,and my friend was beside me. lol.
so accompanied and waited for her.
then after that,carried on with activites.=/
mass dance, and of course chicken dance too.
hahahs. after that, it was performance night.
all groups are going to perform on stage. =.-
blah blah. and after that it was the night walk.
brrr. the night walk was scary la.
but because of my mood swing,
so wasnt really into the night walk.
ehhm.. yea, it was really scary... =/
after that at was abt 2plus or 3am ler.
then i buay tahan, so when i reached the bung, just fell asleep and went to lala-land liao.
lucky dont have nightmares laaa. lols!
woke up at 7.35am. woke my friends up, and we went to bathed.
had breakfsat and blah blah blah.
it was the final clash lor.
yup.. i hate it when all of us had to sit on the grassy grounds.
got insects laaaa. made my legs so itchy. >:{
brrrrr. felt kinda disgusted, but then, the whole thingy was still okie la.
cheered for DESIGN sch, and watched the dragon boat.
and DES sch won the best team spirit. lols!
ehh.. after that,was the part i hated. =/
just before we were alloed to go home,
we were asked to stand up and squeeze together,hugging everyone.
and were told we are gonna be wet by the water bombs thrown by our GLs on the 2nd and 3rd storeys.
i was okie at that time de..
but when the water bombs burst at us, it's like so SMELLY LA.
got vomit smell.
all of us just ran in all directions. ):
i hate that part alot.
some of my friends even almost vomited because of that smell.
after that, i went to meet grace, xan and one of their friends,
and shared cab chiong home.
lucky the vomit smell wasnt there anymore.
lols.. if not the taxi driver sure buay tahan one.
okie. finally everything is over.
homeSWEEThome((:

monday gonna start sch liao.
hope everything will be fine(:
take care.
meet up soon girls! missed all of you so much.

hahhas. (:

2007-04-21T00:25:00.000+08:00

just came back from the TP-des sch orientation camp.
tired la. didnt get to sleep that much for me.
hope i wont get eye bags la..
hmm.. shall update abt the camp in the next entry.
cause now really tired ler.):
eyes red.. vision's getting blur.
my eyelids are like.. almost 10kg now..

eh.. so just reply the tags here ba.
quite mafan to reply in the tagboard anyway. xP
thanks for tags wor!! love you guys(:

cindy: hee. will de la. if i'm free, sure will ask you out one!

ryunosue: hahhas. really dont suit ah? lols! maybe i should stay with the "peixin" name ba. lols. sorry, that time cant leave the camp group, so cant go find you. ><

xiaogui: huh? rare my little bro? what you mean? my bro's not little la. LOLS.

karyin: hahhas. yea, must meet up ah, girl!!!!!!!! so long nvr see you liao laaa. aiyo. T.T ..i think i abit xi guan liao ba? hope so. xP

rena: you ahhhhh. mandy got that "maid thingy" meh? i thought it's maria or another one? boos! hahhas. you're missed too. LOL.

friend: you are? lols. helena.. nah, i dont think it suits me though. =/

dolly: i did thought of that. but still, cant really find a nice and sweet one that i like which starts with P. lols. >< ..anyway,take care ah!(:

kae la, before i cant tahan anymore, think i better stop, before my head bang in to the keyboard. hahhas..
okie.. vision getting blurrish now. brrr.
gotta gooooooo.~
hehehe. take care ah(:
TP TP TP TP TP TP TP. lols.

a new life at TP.

2007-04-13T17:44:00.001+08:00

feel like choosing a christian name for myself.
any suggestions?
is "mandy" suitable?
xP
i dont feel like using "rosalind"[like what my mum chose for me],cause i'm not that "rossie~" enough, you see. lols..
dont feel like using "jess"[as what i used in ritz carlton hotel], cause.. eh. i dont know. LOL.

how how how.
i suddenly got an urge to own a pet of my own.
be it, fish, rabbit, hamster or .. eh.. DOG? but too bad i'm not rich enough to own one. not so free to look after it too.

sian.
i'm feeling rather uneasy uh.
cause cause cause.. no phone for me to cam whore. =x
siannnnnnnn. lol! now i'm waiting for the day which i will get to have one lappy.
wahahahhahs.. soon i hope.(:
17th to 20th will be TP's camp.
17th go there then come back again.
18th to 20th then stay overnight.
at first i was planning to go and take a look on 17th only.
but, two TP girls came to my doorstep and pass me the orientation package worh~
lols!! i'm not the only one of course. hahas.
this happens to every TP freshmen(:

oh well. and the letter inside the package said..
it isnt compulsory to attend the camp.
i was so happy when i saw that la. cause almost the other poly are compulsory.

but.. the next part of it said..
but this camp will be one of the requirements for graduation.
i was like.. awww):
ISNT IT THE SAME AS COMPULSORY?
WHO WOULD WANT TO STAY IN POLY FOREVER MAN~
oh well. nvm..
shall hope that i will enjoy there.(:
hahahs..

ah. okie. like what songquan commented,
"why are all your entries so random??"
ahahahhahs. yea.. paiseh la.
not going out so much nowadays.):
some more my phone's "still swimming" at sentosa there.
T.T
no photos to post, no more entertainment.
.....sad.....
hahahhahs. please pardon me bout those random-ness in my entry yea?
once i get my new phone,or lappy..
you guys will see the difference.
WAHAHHAHAHHAHA. xP
hehehehee.. take care everyone.
hope all of you are enjoying the paths you've chosen for yourselves!!(:

hee.

2007-04-10T13:51:00.000+08:00

went out with may may ytd.
didnt get to cam whore. lols.
aww. but nvm, it's rather fun~
went to jp, get her skirt's button changed,
and off we set to somerset~
walked arnd heerens ..and fareast to look for her desired bagpack.
hee.. we dine in at the RAMEN shop thingy~
hahahhas. then ordered the dish SPICY LALA RAMEN.
LALA~ lols.
it's really "LA" la.. LA as in hot!
brrr. burnt our lips into sexy pouting ones. LOLS!
shall go try other dishes there again next time!*bling bling*
lols.. may may bought a pair of shoes after that.

oh well. there was kinda weird though, quite alot of shops were closed.
we were like wondering what's the special occasion la. =.-
hahhahas. hmmm. that may made us walked all the way back to somerset mrt.
lols. but i dont mind la.
cause along the way, shared quite alot of things uh?(:
anyway, may's singing is really nice. :D

and may.. dont you ever rmb abt the "ramen" thingy.
it's really MALU. T.T

hee.

2007-04-07T23:01:00.001+08:00

bored at home
hahahs.
i want to watch the movie
200pounds beauty
hahahs. will be out by 19april..(:

hahhahs.

2007-04-06T20:52:00.000+08:00

maybe i'll just take it that..
we've nvr chat before.
take it that.
we're just purely friends frm friendster.(:

NELLYfurtado- SAYitRIGHT(:
In the day
In the night
Say it all
Say it right
You either got it
Or you don't
You either stand or you fall
When your will is broken
When it slips from your hand
When there's no time for joking
There's a hole in the plan

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
Do you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me

I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault
I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark
I can't say that I don't know that I am alive
And all of what I feel I could show
You tonite you tonite

From my hands I could give you
Something that I made
From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid
From my body I could show you a place God knows
You should know the space is holy
Do you really want to go?

another RANDOM POST(:

2007-04-03T14:12:00.000+08:00

oh well. i was very ill ytd[02042007]..
at first in the morning, i was feeling alright de.
but after i played com, ate lunch..
i start to feel weird le.. =/
i feel like vomiting everything out.
i hate those kinda feeling la.
who likes it man. LOL.
oh well.. i ren on the bus all the way to JP la. T.T
lucky i ren de liao.
if not the person sitting beside and infront of me sure zhao yang one. =x
hahahhs. then i walked swiftly to jp's toilet.
and everything just came out.
walked arnd jp with mum and sis.
and went back home, vomit twice again.T.T
argh.. feeling pathetic.
but of course i'm feeling alot better now(:

hee..
a few days ago, i was having a "topic" in my mind.
and feel like blogging abt it.
that topic is abt..
those youngsters playing songs on bus. =.-
hahhas. i've been wanting to comment bout that quite long ago.
first.. why they want to play it loud on bus.
oh well..
-they no money to buy earpiece? xD
-they too nice le, want to play songs for the rest of the pple on the bus. o.O
-they want to help to promote that song?
-love the songs too much?
-want to waste their hp batt?
-have nothing better to do on the bus
-irritate the others
-stop pple from sleeping
hahhas. apparently, i've got nothing better to say bout them. =/
but some play quite ok-ok songs la.
i dare to say that the ones who play songs on bus are youngsters.
you dont see any uncle,aunty,ahpek or ahma playing songs on bus yea? LOL!
hahhas. kae la.
have been slacking all these days.=/
havent been to bugis, town and other places for quite some time le. ):
some of you may ask, "huh?how come? i thought you going poly, should be having lotsa free time ma.." hahahs..
the main reason is cause my close girls are all in jc.):
2nd reason.. bo lui. =/
needa work norh.. but no job seems to look nice to me.
hahahhas. oh well..
think that's all then. my hp's still dead. but lines are still "open" of course.
need a new hp man.....................................
hahahs. that's all that's all.
sorry to waste your time here. xP

BOREDOM

2007-03-30T11:04:00.000+08:00

hahhas. okie now..
since i'm bored, i shall blog what i'm thinking.
be it that it's stupid, dumb, lame, siao or whatever, i'll just type it down. bleh.
and here it goes..

-sometimes, i think malay guys are cool.
-wonder how TP will be like.
-will i get along well with the pple there?[i'm not that sociable afterall =/ ]
-maybe i like someone.
-when will i get my hair dyed.
-i want to perm my hair! [again. =/]
-stuck at home.
-want find nice jobs, but lazy.
-jian fei.
-will my butt gets bigger if i sit in mrt for very long everyday? [i needa sit from boonlay to bedok/tampines]
-will i be able to cope well in TP.
-i want nice songs!
-dark chocolate
-honey stars + milk
-mascara
-what will i be in the future
-i wanna to build a webbie and have a big big business there
-i want shop
-how will you look like in person
-when will i find my mr.RIGHT *shrugs* *shake head,shake head*
-hope to make nice friends in TP
-who's living in jurong area and going TP?
-i want lots and lots of money
-i wish i am a millionaire
-what else can i do on the net [other than msn, blog, friendster]
-2 cockroaches caught in my house by my mum! [BRAVO! (: ]
-bathing with cold water these few days [the burning weather is really killing me]
-it's been quite long since i cried [the previous one was during the release of Os]
-i want to watch movie! [mr bean's holiday, stomp the yard..etc]
-meeting up with my girls later! <33
-should i cut my hair?
-i wanna dance where no one's looking
-i wanna try the bball machine in arcades where no one's looking
-i want a new handphone, since my k75oi drowned in the sea. T.T
-what pple think of me
-i hate flirts
-i'm not ahLIAN
-needa improve on my english
-wanna earn lotsa money!
-own my lappy! [a nice and good one]
-wanna go tanning again
-if only calories doesnt exist at all
-if only there's no such things as fats
-i want a camera [t100-red]
-i want my green ripcurl wallet!
-i wanna go overseas [but scared of the travelling-be it by plane or cruise]
-i need someone whom i can "yi kao"
-what song to put on my blog
-who exactly viewed my blog
-who hates me. o.O
-i like surprises [sweet ones(: ]
-havent been sleeping well for these days. =/

hahhahs. okie.think that's all.
hee. just typing what i'm thinking la.
nothing special anyway, too bored, that's why. xP
take care everyone.<3

My Celebrity Look-alikes(:

2007-03-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

hahhas. found this at eunice's blog(:
so went to try out of boredom. o.O
lols..
boredddddddddddd. =/
skin starting to peel more seriously liao.
but luckily my "tou pi" is no longer peeling anymore.(:
hhahas. feel like tanning again. =x
cause i dont think tanning on that day is enough for me. =/

skin.. PEELING OFF.

2007-03-22T19:12:00.000+08:00

lol.. skin starting to peel liao.
but still not too serious yet. hahhas.
but one thing i hate is..
my "tou pi" also peeling off.
it's definitely not dandruff la..
cause before the tanning, i dont have dandruff one.
ahhh. but now after tanning, it's peeling la.
eeyer. make me look as if i got dandruff like that.
T.T
sad.. my face's peeling too. lols.
ahahhas. i'm making myself sound as thou i'm an orange. =.-
oh well.. i really hope that this "peel-off" period will end soon.
but now, it's just started only. T.T

hahhas. okie. enough of my "peeling" talk.
lol.. saw karyin today at the library near jp,
but only for short while.
miss you girls so much now. hahhas.
MUST MEET UP AGAIN SOON AHHHHH. ((:
mwah. loves. <3

just a random entry.

2007-03-19T13:52:00.000+08:00

is black hair currently in the trend now?
saw the renci charity show ytd..
and most of the yi ren are having black hair. lol.
ahahahs..

CRAMP CRAMP AND CRAMPPPP!!!!
ahhhhhhh. ~~pain~~. ><

hey. all of you!
go to this webbie. VERY CUTE and funny.
baby's addictive laughter
that baby will definitely make you laugh one!!
it's not a prank webbie or what la.
just go and see! :D

hahahs.

2007-03-18T11:49:00.000+08:00

have lotsa fun at the palawan beach ytd.(:
karyin, jenmey, valerie, huizhen, carol, may and me..
heheheh.. tan tan tanning..
and now.. the back of my shoulders are aching so much. ><
hahhas. sianned.
i went into the water to look for jen they all..
after been in the water for sometime to wash off the sand on my back and so on.
i suddenly rmb something.
something impt.
something impt somewhere.
something impt in my pocket.
my handphone.
and SHIATTTTTTTTTTT.
when i took it out..
the screen was filled half with water la.
like those watches for children which are filled with water.
T.T
sadded..
lols..
nvm, at least i've tried to teach my phone how to swim in the seawater.
too bad, it drowned. LOL. okie la.
trying to console myself now. T_T
nvm nvm. i had fun.
and when i went back home, received the enrolment package.
when i took out the things inside,
i then know how ma fan it is laaa.
need to fill up many forms,
check up,
take photo,
and blah blah blah. mail it back.
aiyoh.. but nvm la.
i shall tell myself it's not mafan. since alot of pple are going to do the same thing as me.
LOL. i chose this path, and i should bear all consequences no matter how.
pull it through.(:
ahahhaha.
shall end here. xD
take care all. <3

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

2007-03-14T00:21:00.000+08:00

MY PHOTOSHOP IS NOT WORKING MAN!
BOOs!! ): .. no fair laaaa. T.T
blah blah.
nvm.. wo rennnnn. ARGH.

okie.. went out to meet MY GIRLS
karyin, jenmey and valerie
sad that huizhen can't go. ><
hehehehe. and as usual, i was late again. xP
sorry la. hee. met them at je.
saw keehong, clement and mui mui! (:
okie. then off we went to novena~
gee. went to square2 and velocity.
IT'S VELOCITY HORH, not vivo city. nvr type wrong. hee.
but went square2 first.
walked past a shop called mango lingo.
and the choc fondue costs 8.90..
we shared. delicious. (:
and of course, we wont forget to take photos la. :D jen,val, me

pretty karyin and me <3

we're retards. but we dont care. xP

*DROOLS*

tada. me eating strawberry with choc.
yea. agree with karyin and val, banana tastes best with choc.

hee. then after that, went to velocity. hee.. hmm.. the place hai hao ba.. not really nice to me.
main reason is...... NO CINEMAAAAAAAA!!!!!
aiyoh.. not even square2. =/
stupid la. no movies for us.):
i wanted to watch THE HAUNTED SCHOOL de norh!
BLAH. okie.
then we walk walk,
found a place and sat down and chatted. (:
and again.. =x

lalallas..
was kinda enjoying ourselves..
but not after we found TWO BASTARDS looking in our directions.
if val didnt see wrongly, one of them even took photo of us. ARGHH.
what the hell man. and they are from this shop!
ORIENTAL HERBAL TEAAAAA.
pple, dont ever go to this shop in velocity and buy anything from them!

and this is the sucker that kept on looking in our direction,
esp looking at val, despite that we're actually staring back at him already.
ARGH..
spoil our mood man. shit THEM. blah..

nvm. went out of velocity and walked to hong kong cafe that ky intro us.(:
we went in and spent a long long time deciding what to eat.
damn lots of things to choose from la. ><
lol.. and of course, take photos again. xP okie. i spoil the pic. >< hheh.

jen vs val

ky vs me

me vs jen. lol.
and JEN WON~ .. having a sharp and long tongue. hahahs.

and our food came.(:
<3

*cheers*(:

cute jen and me. <3

hee.. after eating..
and went to toilet.. hehehhehhe.

*dimplicious* xP
hahahs. saw a very nice green ripcurl purse. 32bucks.
hee.. okie. then we went home after that.
shall meet you girls on sat again! <333

a pic to end this entry. hahahs.
made by my sis and i.(:
BINDEEZ.
put the beads together and spray tap water on them.
and tada. done. xD

take care all. (:

hahahhs. AND.... TATAAAA..~

2007-03-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

hee. these two delicious dishes cooked by my mum, are my dinner for tonight.((:
hehehehhee.... enlarge them for you. xP

this is the samba sotong (:

and THIS..... MY FAVORITE. MAI PIAN XIAAAAAAAAAA. hehehhhe... it made me drool here and there la. =x

hahhas. girls. tmr gonna meet you all le. (:
so.. please dont look at my big big tummy yea? xP
okie. hee.. hope tmr will be a nice nice outing at somewhere which i've nvr been before!! heheehehe. ((:

let me update bout ytd..
went out with my mum to jp. lol.
walked walked here and there,
eat eat, chat chat,
then end up in TOYrUS.
hahahs. then saw ELMOs~
out of boredom, so i played with it. :P

aiyarh. the eyes are obviously edited la.
sorry. my photoshop skills aren't that good. ><

hahahs.. okie. i admit i'm lame.
everyone walking past me, was looking at me with those weird expressions.
blahh. i dont care la. too bored already laaa. =/
lol..

okie. and here's is my cute and stupid tortoise.

this tortoise of mine, or should i say, my family's..
is always climbing up to ask for food.
but too bad, it always failed to climb OUT. aww. LOL.
heheheh. it's very naughty too la.
bite my sis finger tip de. dont know how many times already.
BAD TORTOISE. tsk tsk.. X=[
lol..
okie okie. enough of this tortoise.
doesnt really worth to blog abt this naughty tortoise.
hehehehh.. BLEH.
you want me to blog more abt you then you be GUAI la.(:

hehehehh. okie la. nothing much to blog abt already.
GIRLS tmr~. hahahs. sad, hz can't join us. but it's okie.
i'm sure there'll be one day all of us can make it. :D
take care all. <3

yesterday went back JJ (:

2007-03-10T12:47:00.000+08:00

hhahas. i was actually wearing a tank top and a long pants when i went in jj.
but when i reach the hall,
i saw my og friends [alex and jasmine]
hee. then jasmine took her new BANNISTER JJ tee and let me wear.
SO NICE OF HER(: thanks ah. heheehe.
then after wearing jj tee on top of my tank top,
i went in the hall and look at the memorable mass dance. hahahas.
not bad worh.
then saw jenmey,
and she made me join her in the CHICKEN DANCE.
omg. lols. nvm la. think that's gonna be the last time le ba.
so just dance with her. miss all of them so much la.
i tried my best to find karyin, but failed. ><
sad.. everything there was BLACK la..
can't see faces de. unless you go right up to few cm infront of their faces then can see clearly.
oh well.
so afterall, i saw, alex[og], jasmine[og], aaron[og], kaixin[og], zhi xuan[og], jonathan[og], yang ping, alex, hotat, jenmey, valerie, huizhen, lydia, fang hui, carine, jowell, and mc. think that's all ba.
will miss them. KEEP IN CONTACT AH.. ((:
and jasmine, will return you the jj tee de. hahahas. :D

okie. i'm really BORED nowadays.

2007-03-09T14:45:00.000+08:00

ahahahhs. bored bored bored.
ah CHUUUUU~ ..
okie. currently having abit flu and corf + sorethroat. lols.
blah blah blah..
sian. home home home.
hahahahhas..
anyone have any job vacancies now? (:
i needa find job,
earn money for my poly life.
my travelling fare to tp costs me 97bucks man~
xin tong la.. T.T
hahahs..
and i cant possibly expect my mum to pay the whole thing for me ma.
so just earn some money and at least pay some of it la.
hehhe. wo hen guai de horh. not AH LIAN like what some pple say. T.T

hao ler..
i dont really know what else i can update.
so.. hope my life in TP will be an interesting like "ella's" one! xP
ahahhahs.. take care everybody.(:

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2007-03-06T17:43:00.000+08:00

all good things come to an end

i thought i thought..

2007-03-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

i thought, i thought it would be a wonderful day.
i thought it's the day we finally get to see one another.
i was so excited bout getting to see all of you.
so excited at first
but... disappointed in the end
disappointed bout the stuffs and friends that i've treasured so much.
disappointed because i care.
oh well..
i thought we will have so much things or even gossips to share and talk abt
i thought we'd have dozens of jokes to laugh at
photos taken to become memories
hugs to treasure
but i was wrong, very wrong.
so wrong to think of such wonderful things
so wrong to expect so much things to happen
so wrong to care so much
and now.. friends, time, distance, relationships, attitudes, everything has made me learnt so much..
made me realised so much..

the things that my mum told me was rather true huh?
she said.. what for spend so much time on your friends,
when in the end,
you all will separate,
find new friends,
and slowly turn into strangers with the old ones?
hahhas.. i'm sucha fool man.
i always got angry with my mum when she said that.
i cared so much.. too much.
but in the end, i got nothing but disappointment.

oh well..
but of course, i will still keep in touch with those true friends la.(:
cause i really hate those fake "missing and blah blah blah" on the net.
i really mean it when i say those things[missing you, and blah blah blah stuffs]..
serious. that's why i was so excited bout getting to see all of you again! :D
and got so much disappointment in the end.
okie.. shall not talk abt this anymore for this entry.
otherwise, i will be "shoot at" by pple huh?
hahahhs. poor me? awww. =/

03032007 - FUHUA HOME COMING DAY

2007-03-03T19:49:00.000+08:00

hahahs. checking my blog cause you know i'll be blogging abt today?
yea. bingo,you're right. i'm blogging bout it right now.(:

. . . . . . . hee. what a great day i've had! (: like real
i thought it'll be a nice and wonderful day. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
bad saturday . . . .
. . . . . . . .finally get to see some of them. yeaa. some.
happily chatted with them
cute lucky draw
performances
so-so food
passed the hello panda to jenmey
met cindy in toilet
went to find grace and ruoting
chat chat
got a hug frm ruoting and grace each
got a smile from marcus
saw brian they all
chatted with theodore
went outta school
boarded bus and went home (:
tap your shoulder
no response
you dont talk
i dont either
fair enough
at least ive made an effort
thanks so much to those who've made and effort to console or whatever
thanks
ive got nothing to say to those who didnt even bother to talk or whatever (: . . . . . .
thanks jen and zhenfu for waiting at jp :D
thanks grace and ruoting for the hugs!
. . . . . . . . . . . .hope to see all of you soon! nono, i mean some

so afterall,
it was a nice day!
yea.like real.
(:
i know i had bad attitude
mood swing
i know you all think that i've changed
i've indeed changed
but i'm sure the change in me is not as much as some of you yea?

wondering if i'm referring to you?
dont worry, it's not the others. (:

everyone has their own limits,
i have mine too
and today, i've reached mine

and i shall let the zhou ri ba dian dang and the GUESS show cheer me up! :D
YIPPEE~! wu zhong xian. xD

hee.. updated (:

2007-03-02T21:28:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. okie. let me recall.. xP
i've been working at taka's m)phosis with cindy frm 22nd to 1st of march(:
oh well.. these days.. i really forget about how evening is like lei..
really never get to see the evening sky during those working days.
cause i work frm afternoon till at night then end.
so by the time i come out, the sky's completely black already. lol..
hahahs..
i've also learnt how to "play piano" on the hangers ler. LOL.
it's like when you see all your hangers in the cupboard..
some will stick out of the rest right? lols..
then in the shop, those pple just stuck the hangers halfway la,
and the hangers end up sticking out. =.-
but can't blame la. cause the hangers are too cramped up already.
so.. when this happens, i have to "play piano" liao. LOLs.
as in push them all back in line.. really like playing piano norh.
i saw lili, she was there shopping too.lol.
and a few days ago, saw teresa and chinkiat. hahhas.
hee.. still got what ah.. hmmmmm..
can't really rmb ler. lols..

nvm. went to kbox with my jjc classmates on the 1st of march. ((:
last outing with them i guess.. =/
but i hope not laa. xD
there were 8 of us though.
got jowell, jiaying, kailynn, jasmine, mau cheung, ryan, anthony and me..
hee.. not bad la. got entertainers. xP
abt 13bucks each.
eh.. dont see jowell like always play play like that norh..
HE'S REALLY REALLY PRO IN SINGING i tell you!
JOWELL!
you're the PRO-EST of the PROs
really really nice la..... *envy*
oh well.. i didn't really sing much there la..
listen to others sing jiu gou ler.(:
hahahs.. and tada!! me with jowell. :DD

lols.. hope we'll keep in contact yea? he's really nice and fun to be with. hahhahs.

and now.. jiaying, kailynn and jasmine. (:
their singing also not bad worh. very li hai.
high-pitched.but nice worh. :D

jiaying. her singing also very pro de worh. can get high de. lols.!

kailynn~ hahhas. singing not bad too.! :D

and jasmine. high-pitched voice, but it's nice worh! (:

hahhas.. at first wanted to catch the angle where by my position,face and everything no change, then only the person beside me change only..
but didn't succeed as you can see. lols..
and still got.. mau cheung, anthony and ryan! lols.

this is mau cheung[mc] la. lol. the BIG ENTERTAINER of the day. (:
he horh. very bad. keep pouring the nuts and tibits into a container,
so that the others were empty, then he called for refill.
cause it's like there's unlimited times for you to refill the nuts ma.
and i think the pple there had refilled the nuts again and again for us
for about 6 to 8 times? lols.! crazy right?! lols.!
and whenever pple sing halfway, he will add a ending sound to it. LOL
funny la he, make me wanna throw nuts at him man.. lols.

anthony wasn't really smiling. though he gave a bu shuang look, but it's okie.
at least he still took the photo. thanks ah..(:

and this is ryan. cute la. lols.! smile till liddat. :D

heee.. and here were the dancers of the day!
very nice horh? i take the photo one without them realising.(:
it's jowell and jiaying. trying to dance mass dance. [she bangs] LOL.

and jowell started to get high liao. all his movements too fast liao.
that's why blur. hahhahs..

he was dancing with mc la. lols..
mass dancers~ hahahhs.

and and and.. mc chose the weird songs la. REALLY WEIRD to sing in kbox. lols.
let me show you.
first it was chinese new year song. =.-

and later jingle bells.!!!! LOLS.!
we were like.. all looking at mc la. wonder what he's thinking.hhhahhahas
and he still got chose other weird songs la.. funny.

oh well. took the photos with them then i went off with ryan and anthony ler.
needa go work.

hmmm.. and as for today- 02032007
went back to jjc to pay sch fees. hahhas.
then met hotat, alex and ting sheng. after that jen and val came! (:
miss them alot laaaa. hahahs.
went up to the area arnd cafe there to play CARDS. hahhas
play and play. chat chat.. then after that..
went off to meet cindy.
went to MEIJI FACTORY~!
hahahhs.
too bad dont have the budget items ler. if not i think i'll buy like siao. hhehe.
but not bad la. bought quite a few things too.
((: ..buy till our bags were full of meiji stuffs. :DD
after that then went to meet my mum and sis norh..
went clementi and went home. nothing much ba.. hahahhs.
okie. think that's all for this entry. (:
long enough le ba? hhehehehhehe. xD

okie. get to see you for the last time i guess.
shall stop myself frm contacting you.
but again, i still wanna be friends yea?
confused. arggh.. hahhas..
nvm. i miss you so much though i just saw you today.

sorry, late post. ><

2007-02-26T11:26:00.000+08:00

hee.. as you can see..
long time no update. hahahas.
withdrew frm jjc ler.
gonna miss you all damn much laaaaa. T.T
dont forget me kae?
cause i'll never forget you all. <3

kinda busy these few days la..
cause working ma.. hehhehe..
hmm.. currently working in m)phosis..
hee.. not bad la.. though abit de tiring..
lols.. later i still got work.. at 4.30pm.

hahhas. two policemen/security guards over here in mrt.
standing just right infront of me la. hee..
got "an quan gan" when they boarded the mrt with me.. xP

okie.. i dont know what can i update lei.
oh yaa.. i've watched three movies currently. ((:
ghost rider- with yuan shan and friends
just follow the law- qijun
norbit- jonathan and hotat
[hmm. norbit wasnt that funny as i think though. ><]
hee.. yuan shan and qijun.! thanks for your treats ahhh. xD
so nice of them. (:
hee...

hmm.. think that's all i can update?
not so sure too.. so just end here yea? xP
will update soon! hee...
take care ahhhhhhh. xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAROL.!!!! (:

2007-02-15T17:40:00.001+08:00

hee. carol.!
SHENG RI KUAI LE.! <33

hahahs.. oh well.. decided not to withdraw yet,
though i just went to school to take the withdraw form..
lols.. maybe i should just bear with it till the end of feb. (:

jiaYOU.! xP

chineseNEWyear coming liao..
and my mum told me that i can go out this sunday.
but can only go after 5plus..
so anyone care to have dinner with me??? GIRLS!!!! (:
heee... hongBAOS and YUMMY CNY SNACKS.~~~~!! xP

istill missyou so much ..

your smile just melt me..

VALENTINE's DAY <3

2007-02-14T19:41:00.000+08:00

hahahaa.. nothing much to blog abt..
went out with some friends, walk walk, eat sakae, chat chat. (:
although it's just a simple outing, i know it's going to be a memory for us, or maybe only for me.. hahahs..
and of course i hope that's not the last outing ba?.. i dont know.

but oh well, what can i say.. wo man zhu ler. (:
hee. thanks so much for your treat anyway. myREWARD. xD

ahahhaha..
really gonna miss all of you yea?.. though i know all of us are going separate ways, but..
i got a strong feeling that, i wont be that free in the future to meet you all as many times as the others. i dont know.

SAD.
serious.. but you all. and yes, i mean ALL.. will sure be in my heart. xD
getting mushy already. xP

kae la kae la..GIRLS! must go out some day yeaa?? CNY.!!! xDD

&i miss your smile,
your eyes,
your blur look,
your voice.. <3

myCHOOSENpath..

2007-02-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

oh well. as most of you all know.. i'm going to temasek poly.
my choices are..
1-temasek poly [visual communication]
2-nanyang poly [visual communication]
3-singapore poly [interior design]
4-nanyang poly [space and interior design]
5-jurong jc [science]
6-pioneer jc [science]
hahhahs.. submitted yesterday.(:

okie. as i've stated on the right, i created this blog, mainly is because of my dear girls. (:
i really hate to leave them, but i know.. we have to go different ways, and we will be separated. even if it's not now, next time, we will. but i really hope that this wonderful relationship with you all, will last till the very end. i promise i will try my best to be bonded with you all as close as ever. really.. i'm sorry that my english isn't good enough to use those chim words to describe how i feel right now. but.. just sincerely hope that you girls understand what i'm trying to say above..

to jenmey, karyin, valerie, huizhen;
I LOVE YOU ALL. really. and i really really hope we can all stay as close as before yea?
i really mean it.. <33

to my friends; hahas.. hope our friendship still continues and hope we'll keep in touch yea? ((:
hahas.

and GRACE~..! i'm happy to have you as my future schmate + coursemate too.! :DD

okie.. think that's all ba. take care. if you all free, let's go out someday!! (: and don't forget our chinese new year outing or whatever kae? xD

and tmr's valentines' day ler.. hope i don't have to spend it alone. hahhahahah. >< HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY.!<33
MWARRH.! xD

BLAH (:

2007-02-12T11:15:00.000+08:00

hee. testing only ah. xP